I hate losing friends to boys. The worst part of all this single girl business is you need to have friends that don't have boyfriends. Since becoming single I have been blown off and forgot about for boys numerous times. Last night I met up with one of my most fabulous single girl friend, ready for anything and assuming our night would be nothing but wild. However, I ended up stuck at a party with no one to talk to while she giggled and sucked face with a boy all night. I understand it's exciting when you meet a cute, sweet funny boy and I'm not really mad at her for focusing on him all night. It's just one of those things that comes with being single. Not only do you not have anyone to spend breaks with, go out to dinner with or have sex with, you have to be ready for your friends to bail at the drop of a hat. All of this has made me realize when I get a boyfriend (or should I say if I ever get a boyfriend?) I want one that doesn't make me abandon my friends in any way. I will only be in a relationship if I can't go out with my friends at least once a week. I don't want to lose myself in a relationship again and I'm young. It's only healthy to be able to have my space to run around and by rowdy with my girls!